New York Life...

... is not for me, anymore. ;_;

I've been thinking about this probably for about the past year. I'm sick of New York. I wanted New York for so long, and now I'm here, and I could be doing a lot of things, I can't.... I don't want to. The magic is gone. I personally blame Brooklyn. I've lived in Brooklyn for a year and a half now. I want out.

The magic of living in New York was only there when I lived in Manhattan. There's nothing to do in Brooklyn. No places to shop for fun, no really good places to eat. If I want to go into the city for these things, it's like an hour commute back and forth. Getting to any respectable Museum uptown, would take atleast an hour, if not more. There are no nice movie theatres... and I think the biggest draw back is most of my friends nowadays are in the dorms. >.<

Aside from our neighbors upstairs, there's nothing enjoyable in Brooklyn. *sigh* And when I'm here, I hate to leave the appartment... I'm home, I don't wanna leave again because wherever I go it'll take forever to get there, ad then get back. I've even blown off meetings, sadly, because of the depression of crappy Brooklyn.

Simultaeneously, I still feel like I don't have an adequate space to work in. My room is an odd shape, and there was a stupid loveseat already in it, with 2 doors on opposite walls. I have to keep the walkway clear so Karly can get by. So about half of my room is gone... it's not a bad set up, but theres still no place where i can have everything set up the way I'd like it.

Meh, I'm just frustrated.

In my heart I've already made up my mind where I want to be right now... and although I'm doing what I want career wise, I'm starting to have doubts about my future in regards to it. Artwork is the only thing I feel qualified enough to do. :X *headdesk* I'm just sick of school, although I like my school... I need more "fun" in my life. I know life isn't "fun" all the time, but I just feel like I'm missing out on a lot of things now.... oi. *headdesk again*...

i want my new computer already.